Lifes Simplicity

Why is Life being made out to be so difficult?

i am doing my job to the utmost of my ability. Its simple. I am supposed to go teach my 6 classes per day and get paid for that hour. I have to dress up in some sort of professional demeanor and show up on time as well as abide by all of the policies that are outlined in either my contract or school policy.

Life is throwing all sorts of roadblocks in my way. Professionally, Personally, and psychologically. Sometimes I feel I am caving in due to the unneeded demands from society. I am already getting up early and staying up late. While its true I enjoy a 5-7 hour window I don't consider this a real break.
My job has called me in the middle of the afternoon asking for trivial things from keys to paperwork. They have invaded my house without asking by handing out an unauthorized spare key. They find faults at times when there really is no fault to be given.
Regardless I am content. I have an offering in Sinpyeong that helps me save more money and I am having some bonus time on the weekends. I am anxiously looking forward to next session.


I am on a course now to enjoy the rest of my life with the woman I love. We are fated to be together because we have stuck together through thick and thin. My heart is swollen from a 4 month vacation that left me confronted with more problems than the entire 14 months I stayed in Gumi.

Money is always going to be important. I am angry my friends in the past have backstabbed me thus far. Refusing to send an email or a phone call. People back home seem to be wallowing in the mire endowed in self pity and frankly speaking I am tired of it.


I don't particularly enjoy getting up at 5 am nor do I like 8 hours on Saturday but it pays the bills and is the bricks to my future so I am willing and don't care at all sincerely. It actually makes me happier to keep myself busy with many tasks in the days/weeks/months to follow.


I have a lot of things on my mind-School, career, kids, America but I have seen that life is really simple and the love I have now is pure and true and it will hold me steadfast even as I stand wavering against the odds.