So here i sit... I have become a bearded Norwegian dweller awaiting the fate that tomorrow will bring. My hair is getting long and curly and I have just finished the closure of another busy week and a fun weekend. I was sop happy to run to my darling last night and share a walk thru downtown Namp-dong. Unfortunately there isn't much to do here in this district but at least I was able to be with here. The days are hollowed alone and away from her.
I have the makings of everything great in my life. A job that is supplying me with many golden opportunities. I am getting OT pay, I am working at a company job, and I also am teaching lame high school students who need to show proper manners and overcome the idea of poor me and try to study even though its saturday. I worked 38 hours this week and will do so again starting tomorrow.
When I am with my gf I feel like a caring husband and a man wanting to become a devoted father. I have a job and I am going to find some way to pursue my education more. I wrote a professor of mine last week and am waiting for his reply. I am hoping he can bring me some good news since I am shot down at other twists and turns in my life.
There are plenty of answers around me and just waiting to be opened. The gate of tomorrow is lit with lights of opportunity.
I sit here wondering what I am waiting for, what I am trying to write as well as to who. Is this just for myself or am I trying to make a difference in someone else's life. I am not sure.
Tomorrow will begin a new day and a start to a new week with more opportunities.
I am hoping to embark on a journey that starts at 545 in the subways to get my life focus back on track.
there is nothing greater than family and my family I can start is what makes my heart stay afloat.
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