Nae Yobo

A day in Daegu~
I went to Daegu in order to spend the afternoon with my gf and her friend. It was an outing that saw us go to an amusement park area, a nice duck restaurant, Krispy Kreme and a walk through downtown Daegu. I wanted to do much more with my gf before returning to YBM and consequently the long hours of work.



I am out of practice with my writing since nowadays I only care about work. I am working 160 hours and maybe I will get some more hours.

I am also involved in some personal private affairs that I can't wait to just finish and get paid. I am hoping time flies between now and November since I am tired of SSDD.


I know that deep down inside I have found the most wonderful woman there is on Earth. Its just a manner of killing time waiting for the uneventful days to finish. I have also felt like i have known her my entire life or from somewhere else.


Why do we worry so much? Why do we have difficulties in communication now when before things seemed to be so easy?

My friends have all gone away unfortunately. They have found new jobs, wallowing in the mire waiting for school or work, or have passed on to something better or at least I hope its better.

Life is too short. Considering everything thats going on all I want is to pave away towards peace and tranquility for my gf and I. I love her family and they don't even understand just how much i will go out on a limb for my future wife. Everyone is so worried about money, and the future that they forget about now.

I am focused just on work. I get up at 5 am. I teach at Sinpyeong, I have 3 morning classes. I eat lunch and then I wait until work again at 7. There is something better right?

i don't want us to be stressed, or worried. I want us to figure out everything and do the right things. OUR way. I have a heartache cause my family and friends are already displaced. Its bothersome not having anyone really seem to care much about whats going on here. I am on the brink of making some major life decisions and everyone just blinks.


no matter what happens I always have your best interests at heart. Give everything a chance and don't rule out anything.

it would be nice if I could see my friends here but I am seriously doubting that.


Here I am its 2:30 almost and I am going to publish this.


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Its been awhile since i have wrote and I apologize for that. I am hungry and should eat a snack. I will clean a little and then go back to work yeah for me.

I finished the manual today that's good for me!

I have too many other side projects and in 18 days I can enjoy myself more freely.


I can't wait until 11:29 I can sleep


This story isn't very good I know but Its just all of my thoughts scribbled down. Everyone seems to get to enjoy themselves but me. Sometimes I feel this way. I teach cause I have to and I want to teach more cause its the only time that I can do well in my mind. I tend to fall off if I am not working


Lets do more we don't have much time

I was happy to spend a wonderful day in Daegu

Waiting on Dreams

I promised to write a story today but unfortunately I waited until the last moment. ...

I had a promising weekend. A meeting with my future wife, delicious dinners and lunch, and an outing that showed us a future house and potential new shoes which we can attain at a later date. I dashed from Haeundae to Hadan, from Busan University PNU to YBM and everywhere in between.



My dreams are simple. I dont want to pass life by. I don't want to ask What more could I have done. Tomorrow I will work minimally of 6 hours going to Goejeong and working until 10 at night. I will make sure I do everything I want in between shifts leaving no room for doubt Could I do more?


I am a work a holic and I don't mind. I want to work as much as possible in order to avoid trouble. I am happy and content to marrying my gf she is truly my better half. I just wish we could truly enjoy everything as we should be able to. I am too sensitive I know this to be a fact of life.

I think that I am truly a lucky guy. I found a kind hearted woman who is unfortunately as sensitive and worries as much as me. The future is uncertain but I am happy because I have found a great family and deep down inside I just want to give her the chance to see that my family is as good in different ways through all their faults. I admit it my family has a lot of problems that even myself has a hard time understanding but I do know that my family is the most wonderful people in America and would lend a hand in a heartbeat.


I don't care about anything else now other than persuading my girlfriend of the INFINITE ways and possibilities we have awaiting us. Life isn't finite we don't need to worry our lives away. I am hoping to pave the way to a bright future without continuous worry of jobs, etc.


Let us not waste time on unimportant things but open all doors. Lastly, I want to say that traveling isn't something I really want to do either but I just want to make certain we have a strong foundation in the right place and we shouldn't be afraid to try.

I Love you